Friday, November 4, 2011

Lance Letter 10.31.11

HELLO!!!!!!!
Carllee happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!! and HOllween!
Everyone sounds good and staying busy.
Last night was cool. Steve Young spoke at a youth fireside and it was really directed towards the many non member kids there. He talked about how he had faith that Jerry rice would catch the ball and that we all need faith in life. It was really good.
The work is going well. I keep Begging Pres. Watkins for a car. Our area is pretty big. Even our members wont drive us to some parts of the area because of the distance haha.
We live in redwood city, We cover the Stanford campas, Part of Palo Alto, Atherton city, Woodside city, Potrolla vally, And redwood city. The car was taken away by some disobedient missionaries about a year ago, and the area hasn't had success since. But not to worry. Elder Pittman and i will own this area. We're working hard, and planning ways to get around the area. Back in April the concept of tracting was taken away from our mission. It's actually against the rules to tract now. So the focus would be on rescuing the lost sheep (less actives and inactives). So the baptisms have dropped as a mission. But a soul that comes back to the fold is just as sweet. So ever since April that's what our mission has been doing. It's just that they're all scattered around this huge area. But we'll find a way. I think the members are going to buy us a carr haha
Well we are doing well. This will probly be my last area before i go home, I'll make the best of it.
The gospels true. I love you all and pray for everyone.
Love Elder Porter

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Lance Letter 10.4.11

Hello everyone!
Well, my new companion (like I said before) is from Hollister, California. He's on a mini-mission with me. Elder Annias was transferred because he needed medication asap. They diagnosed him with a minor form of autism called 'Asbergers'. But the doctors thought it was schizophrenia. The past 9 weeks with him were really hard; athough we did have two baptisms together. So our area pretty much tanked over the past several weeks. The first day Elder Nicolayson got here (my new comp) we had a random lesson with an inactive member (Sis. Carr). She said "I have two kids who are 9 years old and need them to be baptized". On Oct. 15th her kids, Makayla and Nickolaus Carr will be baptized. The blessings never seem to end!
I will most likely stay for another transfer because our mission president does not 'white wash'. So, 10 1/2 months shouldn't be too bad in Gilroy. I think I'll start a career and establish my good name here in Garlic City.
So that's just a little bit of what has been going on.
But true, this past general conference was one of the greatest since I can remember. The words from each talk spoke to me. I made sure to write detailed notes.
Tell Ryan I pretty much never played a single down in football until my Jr. Year; but whatever makes him happy. I never regret playing football. I LOVED it!
Thank you for who you are and all that you do. I love you so much and pray for you individually every night. Keep the faith my family.
The Gospel continues to spread forth. We as members of the Church are the way our Father in Heavens' children can access the Atonement. It is through us.
Love, Lance

Monday, September 19, 2011

Lindsey's Last Letter

Good morning my sweet family!
What an amazing week it has been! We had the most wonderful program at our chapel on Friday. We invited all of our investigators and less active members. All the members invited their non-member friends and we met up in the hafer chapel at 7:30 p.m. We started in the cultural hall and watched forever families and then sang families can be together forever. We then made the transition to the relief society room where they had a family demonstrating what it would be like to live in the Telestial kingdom. Wow, it was sad and didn't feel good at all. At the end they texplained what hey did to get there and then invited all to come join them. Of course, no one wanted to be there and we all wanted to leave as soon as possible. We then made our way into the "Terrestrial" kingdom and there watched as a family lounged about playing video games with clothes strune all over the floor and food slopped all over the table. It really was quite funny but we all agreed that is not where we wanted to be. They had us leave and then come back into the same room a few min later. There we saw a sweet family participating in family home evening, singing hymns, smiling and happy. They told us if we wanted to progress we needed to work together as families and help lift and build one another. From there we made our way into a beautiful, small, clean, white room with a family standing in the front dressed in all white holding their beautiful little girl who was just beaming from ear to ear. A great big painting of the savior hung in the front and tears came to my eyes as I thought of the temple and the feelings that come when one is worthy to enter and participate in higher ordinances. Theres nothing better in all of the earth, the understanding and knowledge that we can have our families forever if we will just do what the prophets have asked us to do. If we will just keep the commandments we can go! We can go to the temple! We won't be perfect at it but we can try. That's all we're asked to do. Try to do your best and the savior steps in and makes up the rest. I think we all walked away from that demonstration knowing exactly where we wanted to be. They don't all know what it takes to get there but they are willing and that is all that matters. The Savior can work with a willing heart. Hermana Casaday and her future companion have a lot of work to do and I couldn't be more thrilled for them. What an amazing time it is to be here on the earth when the lord has prepared the hearts of the children of men to receive the gospel. All we need to do is open our mouths and they will feel something. They've been prepared to accept the Savior. They chose him once and they will choose him again. We need to open our mouths and let them use their agency to accept it.
Yesterday Wes gave the opening prayer in Sacrament Meeting for the very first time. He was so nervous. We practiced before he went up and told him that the spirit would help him. He did an amazing job and he couldn't stop smiling afterwards. On Saturday we had the opportunity to enter into the temple with Wes to participate in confirmations. He wasn't able to do baptisms because he's on dialysis. But when they layed their hands on his head to confirm the gift of the holy ghost for those that are dead there came a feeling into the room that is hard to describe. We all felt it but as the tears streamed down wensceslaos face I was filled with gratitude for the opportunity of sharing the gospel with this man. He is special. We had a sweet, quiet, lesson in the waiting room of the temple and spoke of the sacredness of the temple and the privilege we have as members to help further the work on the other side. He tried to explain the feeling that he had in the confirmation room but he lacked the words as most of us do when trying to describe feelings of the spirit. He promised me that he would do all that was necessary to be worthy to go through and participate in the other ordinances of the temple in one year. I know that he will be true to his word and I hope to be there when that day comes.
Well, It has come. The last year and a half has passed like a dream. I always knew the time was ticking. It started in the MTC and sped up from there. I never did get used to it. How do you sum up a year and a half? the time here has been precious. The feelings indescribable. It has been a sacred time. The mission is more than I could have imagined. I never expect to feel pure love for someone that I "just met" and know without a doubt the lord had placed them in our path to show them the way back to our heavenly home. He has allowed me to feel a portion of the love that he has for all of his children and it is powerful. But with that love also has come heartache. Wow, there were times that I thought I would break. The pain of watching someone suffer because of misuse of agency or because of an others poor use of agency. The pain of watching Satan take over because of rebellion or disobedience to the laws of god. I am in awe of the partnership we have with the savior, the understanding and pure mercy he has for us. He has carried me and walked beside me, rejoiced when I rejoiced, wept when I have wept, pushed when I didn't think I could push anymore. He has been my support through it all. I've never laughed so hard, been so inspired, sweat so much, been so tired, prayed so long, felt so high, and felt so low all in one day, only to get up the next day and do it all over again. The time spent here has been full. Full of the sweetest experiences and lessons one could hope to have in such a short amount of time. Oh how short its been. Its not over. There is more to come. More people to reach. More souls to save. I'm so thankful for the trust that the savior has put in me to carry his message. I couldn't begin to describe the joy that the mission has brought me. It has saved me.
I can't thank you enough for the love and support that you have shown for Lance and I. Most of all for your sincere, faithful prayers. They have been heard, answered, and felt over the last year and half. We have needed every single one. I love you all with all of my heart and look forward to reuniting with you in just 2 days. See you soon!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 62

Hello my dear family!
Wow, I feel like I was here typing away just yesterday. Hm..... I'm telling you. It's pretty cruel the way time marches along.
We just finished a wonderful meeting with a couple of the zones in the mission, the mission president, and his assistants. We are focused on finding. We are finding the tens of thousands that the lord has prepared to receive the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. The plan that we've come up with as a mission is to take one hour starting at 6:00 p.m. have a sincere, heart felt prayer with a member family in the ward that we will find those that are ready to accept the gospel and then from there go out and track like crazy. It will be a powerful thing when we, as a mission in unity, go out and have the same purpose and goal in mind. When we are all driven towards the same cause there are miraculous results. We are excited to put it into practice tonight and for the next couple of weeks.
Yesterday we learned how to make papusas at the Garciaguirres home. Wow. Definitely not an easy task but so yummy! I love Salvadorian food. I love the culture of every Latin country. I love the Latinos. What amazing people they are. I'm so thankful for the privilege and opportunity that I've had to be able to communicate with them, as poor as my Spanish is, they know that I love them and so they don't mind using a little extra Patience to try and understand what I am saying. What a gift the Latino people are to this earth. So full of love and charity, willing to give you anything and everything for your happiness. They really are Celestial people and I love them with all of my heart and soul.
We are just on our way to an appointment and so there is not a whole lot of time but I just want to fill you in on a little of what is going on. We are still teaching teaching teaching. Mina is getting baptized on Sunday and she is excited as ever. Talk about prepared. Yes, it is true. There are people ripe and ready to dive into the font. She is one of the many. Mina is a member referral and full of love for her lord and Savior Jesus Christ. She's never hesitated with one of the commandments that we've taught her but has seemed to have lived them throughout her whole life without really knowing why. She is just a smiley, happy, darling person. I love her and couldn't be more thrilled for the decision she has made to take upon her the name of Christ and stand as a witness of god throughout her life.
Juan Carlos is still reading the book of Mormon and really seeking to get that answer and conviction that only comes to the honest seeker of truth through the still, small voice. He will get that witness, It is only a matter of time and how badly he wants to know. How badly he wants it to be true. We're wondering if he truly does want it all that bad. He's grown up memorizing the bible and loves every word of it but he's having hard with another testament of Jesus Christ. We have yet to pull out 2 nephi chapter 29 and think we still may hold off on that for a little while. Maybe he'll stumble upon it....? Ha. He'll get baptized as well. Rafael. He has gotten his answer!! He just is not recognizing it at the "moment" but he will. Maybe even tomorrow. I know he will. We left him Alma 32 to read and know that something in there will penetrate his heart and he won't deny it. How sweet would it be to be here for each of their baptisms. I'm going to have to get right to work when I get home to save up so money so that I can come back. We are teaching many more people at the moment but they seem to be our focus right now. Wes told me yesterday that he's moving back to Mexico. I asked him when. He told me the twenty first of September. Oh Wes, I just love the man with everything I have! I wanted to just bawl when he told me that. Our ward hasn't been too quick to get home teachers over there. He needs them. He needs more support than he's getting. I know he'll be fine but I'm a little nervous for him.
Well, I love you all so much and want you to know how much I love this work. I love every min of it. Even every second. I'm so thankful for the time I have left and for the miracles that have yet to come. They are coming. We are seeing them. We see them every day and it is the sweetest testimony of the love that our heavenly father has for us and for each of his children here on the earth. The gospel is true. There is safety in keeping the commandments and covenants we make with the lord. The Book of Mormon is the word of god and contains power and doctrine that can change ones life if they will follow and live the principles that are taught. You're all so wonderful and I hope you have a successful week! Love you love you!

Love, Lou

Lindsey: Letter 62

Hello my dear family!
Wow, I feel like I was here typing away just yesterday. Hm..... I'm telling you. It's pretty cruel the way time marches along.
We just finished a wonderful meeting with a couple of the zones in the mission, the mission president, and his assistants. We are focused on finding. We are finding the tens of thousands that the lord has prepared to receive the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. The plan that we've come up with as a mission is to take one hour starting at 6:00 p.m. have a sincere, heart felt prayer with a member family in the ward that we will find those that are ready to accept the gospel and then from there go out and track like crazy. It will be a powerful thing when we, as a mission in unity, go out and have the same purpose and goal in mind. When we are all driven towards the same cause there are miraculous results. We are excited to put it into practice tonight and for the next couple of weeks.
Yesterday we learned how to make papusas at the Garciaguirres home. Wow. Definitely not an easy task but so yummy! I love Salvadorian food. I love the culture of every Latin country. I love the Latinos. What amazing people they are. I'm so thankful for the privilege and opportunity that I've had to be able to communicate with them, as poor as my Spanish is, they know that I love them and so they don't mind using a little extra Patience to try and understand what I am saying. What a gift the Latino people are to this earth. So full of love and charity, willing to give you anything and everything for your happiness. They really are Celestial people and I love them with all of my heart and soul.
We are just on our way to an appointment and so there is not a whole lot of time but I just want to fill you in on a little of what is going on. We are still teaching teaching teaching. Mina is getting baptized on Sunday and she is excited as ever. Talk about prepared. Yes, it is true. There are people ripe and ready to dive into the font. She is one of the many. Mina is a member referral and full of love for her lord and Savior Jesus Christ. She's never hesitated with one of the commandments that we've taught her but has seemed to have lived them throughout her whole life without really knowing why. She is just a smiley, happy, darling person. I love her and couldn't be more thrilled for the decision she has made to take upon her the name of Christ and stand as a witness of god throughout her life.
Juan Carlos is still reading the book of Mormon and really seeking to get that answer and conviction that only comes to the honest seeker of truth through the still, small voice. He will get that witness, It is only a matter of time and how badly he wants to know. How badly he wants it to be true. We're wondering if he truly does want it all that bad. He's grown up memorizing the bible and loves every word of it but he's having hard with another testament of Jesus Christ. We have yet to pull out 2 nephi chapter 29 and think we still may hold off on that for a little while. Maybe he'll stumble upon it....? Ha. He'll get baptized as well. Rafael. He has gotten his answer!! He just is not recognizing it at the "moment" but he will. Maybe even tomorrow. I know he will. We left him Alma 32 to read and know that something in there will penetrate his heart and he won't deny it. How sweet would it be to be here for each of their baptisms. I'm going to have to get right to work when I get home to save up so money so that I can come back. We are teaching many more people at the moment but they seem to be our focus right now. Wes told me yesterday that he's moving back to Mexico. I asked him when. He told me the twenty first of September. Oh Wes, I just love the man with everything I have! I wanted to just bawl when he told me that. Our ward hasn't been too quick to get home teachers over there. He needs them. He needs more support than he's getting. I know he'll be fine but I'm a little nervous for him.
Well, I love you all so much and want you to know how much I love this work. I love every min of it. Even every second. I'm so thankful for the time I have left and for the miracles that have yet to come. They are coming. We are seeing them. We see them every day and it is the sweetest testimony of the love that our heavenly father has for us and for each of his children here on the earth. The gospel is true. There is safety in keeping the commandments and covenants we make with the lord. The Book of Mormon is the word of god and contains power and doctrine that can change ones life if they will follow and live the principles that are taught. You're all so wonderful and I hope you have a successful week! Love you love you!

Love, Lou

Monday, August 29, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 61

Hello my sweet family!
How is everything going? Does anyone know If Lances Baptism went through last week? I've been praying that it would. I wish I heard from him a little more. Don't tell him that because I know that he is busy but maybe you could send a couple of his past letters. I just don't feel very updated as far as my brother goes. Ryan sounds like he's doing amazing! 6-5 with a beard huh? Wow. That wouldn't surprise me a bit. A lot can happen in a year and a half. I bet he's just an amazing football player. It will be fun to make it to one of his games. Will he still be playing for the next little bit? Mom! That's so exciting that you had the sisters over to your house! How are the missionaries in your area? They sound like they are doing amazing. Are you helping them find the elect? Did you give them referrals? Did they ask? Where are they from? Thank you for having them over. I can't wait to meet them.
Hermana Casaday and I are still doing great! I just love her more than I can say. I'm sad that we're not going home at the same time but Houston needs her testimony and her darling personality. She will bless many people as she continues to seek out those that are ready to hear the message of the restored gospel, whether they be members or not. There are so many that are lost and need to be found. Oh boy, how they need to be found. We're finding them, we'll continue to do so as long as we are living. The lord will put them in our path because he trusts us to carry his message. The message of hope and salvation to a world that is void of light and true happiness. They have no clue what true happiness is. That is not all true. They have their families and they know that they love them. They know that they are happy when they are with them but they couldn't tell you why.... They don't know that they knew them before and that those relationships that they form here can continue throughout the eternities. They don't know that they will see their loved ones again. They have no clue that they can be free of burdens that they've been carrying around for a long time. They don't know that they have a father in heaven who knows them personally and loves them beyond anything that they are capable of imaging. They don't know that threes a reason for their sufferings and trials. They have no idea about the purpose of life. They don't know that we're representatives of the living Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. They might hear the words from our mouths but they don't get it. It doesn't sink in. They don't know what they're rejecting and refusing to listen to. They need to see and witness others live it. Yes, we can invite people all day but unless they see the blessings of the gospel in someones life they're not going to get it. Yes, the lord has prepared many people with hearts to feel and ears to hear the message of the restoration of the gospel from missionaries on the street. But I know and testify that it is through the members that this work is going to spread through the world. It is a team effort. The missionaries should be finding but it shouldn't be through knocking doors. Their finding should be through the members and when the members are there to support and answer question that the investigator may have things take off. People are baptized and lives are changed.
What an amazing work we are involved in. We are blessed to be a part of it. What a blessing to see the miracle of the atonement work in someones life, to feel the love that our heavenly father has for his children. I'm so thankful for the gospel of Jesus Christ. I'm thankful for my Savior and for his love and tender mercy. For his capacity to continue to bless me even amongst all the weaknesses that so often get in the way. He doesn't care where we've been. He's takes us from where we are now and as long as we have that desire and are pointed in the right direction he can lead us safely along and heal us.
You're all so wonderful! Thank you for your love and encouragement and your prayers. They are needed. Xiomara will be baptized this Saturday and Mina will follow on the 8th of September. We are working with many amazing people and I know that everything will click really soon and when it does they will wonder what they ever did without it. I love you! Have an amazing week!

Monday, August 22, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 60

Hi momma!
How are you? It sounds like everyone is doing well! I can't believe Carlee is starting another year of school ALREADY. Isn't crazy how fast time goes by? Lance just sent me a letter! oh my word. I can't tell you what a relief it was to hear from him. I try to write him every week. I know he is super busy and can't respond back for awhile but it is so good to get a letter every now and then, even if they're just little notes. Isn't he great? Don't we have a great family? I love each of you more than I can express and I pray that everything is going well. How is it having Paige and Bryce there at the home? I'm certain that you're enjoying every min of it. Heather sent me a few pictures from Paiges Blog and it was an absolute delight to see them. They are getting so so big! Haha, she sent the picture of Lucy trying to lift Logan up onto the cupcake. Oh my word, I laughed until I cried. That was hilarious! Tell me one more time why they had to leave Michigan? Their birthdays are coming up so so soon! Tell them there is a card on its way.
Everything is going extremely well. Wes is doing great! He's just excited about everything he is learning. We are teaching a man named Juan Carlos. He is amazing. I love him. He has tons of questions about the book of mormon and authority and lots of other things. I pray that he really is interested in finding the truth instead of proving it wrong. We're teaching him tonight so we'll see:) We also recieved a referral from one of the recent converts who I taught in Woodlands. His past girlfriend has been asking him about the change that has come over him and what has caused it. He asked her if she really wanted to know and she responded Yes! I really do! He told her that the missionaries are going to have to tell you. So at the baptism of Humberto Castillo he gave us her information and basically wished us luck. We're going over there tonight at five. I'm excited!
Xiomara is progressing rapidly and just excited as ever to be baptized. She really has the most amazing spirit and I'm thrilled to be one of the lucky ones to know her here in this life. I can't wait for all of you to get to meet these people! I don't know when it will be but it will be a sweet day.
Rafael, well, I don't really know what to say about him...? I can tell you with one doubt in my mind that he will be baptized. I just can't give you a date. I don't know that I'll be here to see it but he better call me and tell me. I'll do all I can to fly back here and witness it. I love Rafael. He's an amazing person. Just a little slower to act. Maybe my prayers aren't strong enough. Maybe the lord has a different plan.
Mina. Mina Mina Mina. She just barely switched jobs and will be working every Sunday morning from now on. Sunday morning is church. Sunday is the sabbath day. There is everything wrong with that. It's interesting that we had to keep pushing the date back. Both Hermana Casaday and I were confused about why that was. Now we understand a little more. She just doesn't really get it yet. I don't think she's ready for baptism. She will be but once again, It may take some time.
All is going well. We're happy and healthy and loving the work. I wish I had more time to write a few experiences but maybe later today I'll get to sit and write a little letter. I love you all with my whole soul. Be strong. Open your mouths. Pray more fervently for the lords guidance and direction in your life. He loves you and is aware of you and can use you if you will let him. The gospel is true!

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Lance Letter 8.16.11

Mom,
You are so great! Thank you for everything you do. We just got back from a Zone Conference with a General Authority, Elder Gavarett? I think that was his name. He personally interviewed a couple of missionaries and I was blessed to be one of them. He met Grandpa Hammond in Bolivia a long time ago and he loves him! Ha, ha! Who doesn't?!
We taught Sergio a few more times and he IS getting baptized on Saturday, which is a huge blessing!
I Love Elder Annias. He is Excited to get Baptisms'; so we're working hard to do so. We are talking with everyone we pass on the street and inviting everyone to come unto Christ. It's so sweet!
I get letters from Lindsey a lot. She is doing good. She's finishing strong. Only a month or so left! It will be fast. Honestly, it has been so great serving with my sister as missionaries for the Lord. She has given me so much support, just like you have. The mission is so much easier with the Love and support of your family.
Life right now is good. A little stressful, but hey; that's what life is! Elder Annias is wonderful but I babysit a lot. His mind is 7 years old. It's funny. Before I was blessed to be with him, Pres. Watkins took the Zone Leaders and me aside and just wept. He told me I was in for it! Ha, ha. He said, "This will be the hardest thing you will ever do in your life, and you can do hard things." He then asked me if I was willing. Of course I will never turn down a calling. Being With Elder Annias has been one of the greatest things I've ever been through. I have learned so much about myself and what I need to improve on. I receive help from a great District who are patient. We go to counseling every week for Elder Annias, so we are progressing.
I Love this work and it is work! I can't express to you enough how much I love teaching and serving others. Drawing souls unto Christ has led me to Him and will do so forever. I love the Lord. I know He is disappointed in me at times, but His pure love lifts me up upon the highest mountain and the tallest tower. He is my Savior and Redeemer. I will forever be indebted to Him. All I have to give him is my will and my all so why Hold Back?
I love you all and can't express enough my love to you!
Thank you,
Love, Lance

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 59

hola mi querida familia! Como estan ustedes!? Estoy super bien! Todo esta bien aqui en la mision. Yo no creo que podria ser mejor. En realmente estoy muy contenta y llena de alegria. No se porque pero tal vez debido de la obra que estoy haciendo.....
How is everyone doing? I hope that everyone is happy and excited about life.
Yes! I received the recorder! Thank you thank you so much for getting that to me. It is on its way back to you. I'm sorry if its not all that interesting but.... hopefully you'll get something out of it.
Everything is going extremely well. Honestly Hermana Casaday and I are busier than ever. We are finding it hard to fit people into our schedule. We may have to do splits with the members. Wencesloa and Stephanie will be baptized this Saturday (they're both so excited) Maximina will be baptized the following week (if all goes well). Xiomara and Rafael will follow after her into the waters of baptism. Ashley and Santos have accepted the invitation to be baptized but we have yet to set the date. I will keep you posted on that... We are finding the lords elect and it has been the greatest blessing. I love our ward and this area. Hermana Casaday and I work extremely well together and I pray that the lord finds it in our best interest to stick together. I would be thrilled to finish up my time on the mission here in hafer.
I feel like there is so much to talk about! I know this sounds awful but it may just have to wait for a couple of months. I pray that I can remember everything. I'm really trying to write in my journal every night and I hope that I can just flip to some of those pages and give you a better Idea of those things that have occurred here in the last year and a half.
My goodness, what can I tell you? I honestly can't express the joy and happiness that Hermana Casaday and I are experiencing right now. There is nothing like it. Not one thing. I'm so sorry to say this but the thought of leaving is not an appetizing one. I don't like it one bit. Wow, I feel like I could write 10 pages about why I'm so happy right now. I won't.... but I could. I love you all. The gospel is true. Jesus Christ lives and loves us. There indeed is a purpose in this life and we come to understand it more and more as we keep the commandments and participate in the ordinances of the gospel.
You're all so wonderful. I hope that you have a successful week and we'll talk to you next week! I'm sorry this email was so short.. We're in the mission office and once again, it is crowded with elders and I can't hear myself think.

Lance Letter 8.3.11

Hola Mi Familia!
Wow, this week went by so quickly! We are continuing to teach Sergio Roman the Gospel and are preparing for his baptism on Saturday night at 6pm. Sergio asked me to baptize him. I feel so overwhelmed with the many blessings the Lord has given me. Although Sergio still has a smoking problem, I feel confident that the Gift of the Holy Ghost will comfort him and help him along the way. We will go over to his house tonight and give him a blessing.
Like I said before, this week went by way too fast.....I guess this is where the mission starts to pick up the pace and just fly!
My new companion, Elder Annias, is so great and is excited to be here. He has ADHD and OCD and is super awkward with people but I still love him to death. I have so many imperfections that I've had to realize being with Elder Annias and I'm really learning the Christ- like attribute of 'Patience' ha,ha! I"ve been out a year and I still feel so new and inexperienced.
Everything sounds great at home and I'm happy that everyone remains busy and productive. Tons of stuff is happening here, and I am so excited to be apart of it. Working shoulder to shoulder with the Lord is the most uplifting work and experience anyone can ever ask for. The Lord is working miracles and I'm blessed to be a witness of them; also very humbled. I love this work! I love the mission! I love the Gospel and all that appertains to it. It is centered on the Atonement of the Lord Jesus Christ and it is what we teach and invite people to do... We invite all men and women to come unto Christ and rely on His blood, shed for them in Gethsemane and on Calvary; that they might be saved in the Celestial Kingdom of the Father. What a calling and privilege we as members of this church have, to share this message Boldly to all the world! I love it, I live for it, and will live for it; forever!
I love and miss you just as much but the 'missing you', worry and your lack of presence is swallowed up in Christ and I am filled with His love, assurance and confidence that you are all well and safe. I love you my dear family and may the Lord bless you as you go throughout this week.
Love Elder Porter

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 58

Hi momma!
How are you?! Thank you for the sweet email this week! I love hearing how everyone is doing (STILL) Don't feel like just because the time is drawing nigh that those need to stop. Keep the letters and support coming. Especially in these last couple of months. We are working harder than ever to find those that the lord wants in his church. We ARE finding them. Where to even start with all the Miracles and experiences of the mission?! I don't think I could. Like I say, it has truly all just been one sweet experience.
You wouldn't recognize Wencesloa if you knew him 5 weeks ago. He is a completely different person. He is 52 years old. When we walked into his home for the first time you would have thought that he was at least 82. That is not a lie. He had no life in him. He could barely speak and now... wow. I can't even begin to tell you what the knowledge of the gospel has done to him. The knowledge and testimony of his Savior Jesus Christ. He's amazing and happy. One of the many miracles that we witnessed this week was from Wencesloa. He has been separated from his wife for many many years. They are still married but not living together. She lives in Veracruz Mexico and they haven't had a sweet relationship since they were married 30 years ago. He called her yesterday before church to tell her about the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. She told him that for the last 2 weeks she has been receiving visits from the Elders of the Mormon church and they visited for 2 HOURS about it! He was so happy and excited to tell us. He said that he wants to go back to be with his wife and he also told us how close the church is there from his home in Mexico and that the temple is not far either. Is that just the greatest news that you've ever heard! That is some sweet joy right there.
There are many more stories that I want to share from this week but I have to go cut a few of the elders hair.... Yay for service!
I love each of you so much. I'm so thrilled to hear that all is going well and that you're healthy and happy. I'm excited to hear your voices on the recorder. That will be too fun. Mom, I'm so thrilled that you had the opportunity to talk to Tabitha in the temple! Oh my word, what an amazing person she is, and in the Celestial room of all places! She was one of my favorite companions. If you ever see her again tell her that I love her and think that she is just the very greatest. I feel like I'm missing something... Like there is something I need to tell you but my mind is drawing a blank so it must not be that important. I love you and hope to hear from you soon! Hug Ryan for me I miss that boy! Kiss him too!

Monday, July 18, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 57

Hello Hello!
It sounds like everyone is doing wonderful! So good to hear! Mom, will you please tell Lisa thank you thank you for sending me the simple truths forward about staying positive? I loved it and It made my day.
I'm so glad that Ryan had the opportunity to go to EFY. My word, I absolutely loved every summer of my youth because of EFY. One with Heather, one with McCally, one with Britt. Too much fun. Its something that every youth needs to experience at least once.
Momma, what a relief to hear that your heart is feeling better. I knew that everything would be fine. You are loved and watched out for.
I think this week has been the very fastest one on the mission. I truly felt as though I was sitting here in this same spot the day before yesterday, typing out a few words of report and here I am again doing the exact same thing. This better not be a pattern for the next little while or I'll just bawl! I don't know what else to do. The harder we work the faster the time goes and if I choose to ignore it I go to sleep, wake up and realize that its one week later. It is just the most bizarre thing and I will never understand it.
We've experienced quite a few miracles this week. Truly the blessings are pouring down here in the hafer area. We were going through some old investigators in the area book the first week I came to the area of Hafer and pulled 3 from the pile, we decided to stick them in the car and if there ever came an opportunity to go and find them that's what we would do. Well yesterday we were on our way to an appointment that lived out of our area and I wouldn't be able to tell you why other than I just felt like we should do something else with our time.. (the holy ghost) We grabbed our pile of old investigators and realized that we were on the exact street as the first paper on the top. His name is Rafael. We drove into his apartment complex and knocked on his door. I can't describe the feeling that overcame me when he opened his door. It was just sweet. He had a big smile on his face. What a sweet man! We asked if we could speak with him outside. There were already two chairs so he went to grab another one. When he came back he had two plates of Papusas and two glasses of Gatorade. We visited for a min about his experience with the missionaries and then testified that everything they taught was true. We went on to give our own testimonies and committed him to be baptized on the thirteenth of August. He accepted and we walked away feeling humbled and grateful that we are apart of this glorious work. It is GLORIOUS! Even the greatest thing any of us could ever hope of doing. Being in the service of god. Being in tune to the whisperings of the holy ghost. Finding those that are ready to accept the lords gospel and join in building the kingdom of god on the earth. There is no way that my time ends in two months. The lord will continue to put people in my path and I will continue inviting people to come unto Christ. It is our job as members of his church to find those that are ready. That is our responsibility. Keep your eyes open. There are hundreds of thousands around you that have been prepared. Start opening your mouths. Talk about family home evening, talk about mutual and youth conference, Ryan, talk about EFY. People will get curious and start asking questions. You don't need to come right out and invite people to church but give them a reason for why you're so happy all the time, why you're so confident in your future, why you're so confident in your kids future. I don't know? Just pray. Pray for the opportunities and then take them when they come. This is not your work, it is the lords and he will take care of it. He will give you the ideas and the words. Just open your mouth and he'll take over from there.
I love you dear family. I love you for all that you do and have done and will continue to do throughout your lives because of your love for the Lord and his work. Stay strong. Read your scriptures, say your prayers, and go to church. Lift those around you and you will be happy. Have an amazing week!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Lance Letter 7.5.11

Happy 4th!
Happy birthday Ryan!! 16 years old......wow....Are you driving and dating and working hard and getting a job and everything that comes with being 16!??!! I'm sure you are. You are the sweetest kid I know and I'm honored to be called your brother.
Mom I will pray for you. I'm sorry to hear you were not feeling well. I know the Lord loves you and will comfort you at this time.
We are working and striving to find the elect. President Watkins is way different then president Jackson but the mantle, power, authority and zeal are all there. I love him already.
I'm still in Gilroy (my 2nd area) with Elder Bludworth. He's my 5th companion. We get along great! I Love Gilroy and would stay here forever if I could but transfers are in two weeks and I might be transferred then.
We are trying to teach Brandon's mom and step dad. Hopefully they will accept the message as Brandon did.
I'm so glad that Mom and Dad will have the opportunity to visit Nauvoo and other places. Let me know how it goes. I'm going to send the tape recorder back as soon as I can. I'll also send my camera chip so you can look at the pic's and videos I've been taking.
I Love the Gospel. I know it's true. Reading the Book of Mormon has built my testimony leaps and bounds. Being able to teach people a way to improve their lives brings the greatest joy to me and I wouldn't trade it for the world! I love you all and thank you for all the support you have given me.
Love, Lance

Lindsey: Letter 56

Hello hello!
I just wrote a letter to you and so I feel like I would be repeating myself here in the email if I wrote it all over again. First of all. My sweet momma. Your little heart is going to be just fine because guess what? I have those heart problems too! Surprise surprise. It is a little scary but I feel and have felt for a long time that the lord is not finished with me and he still has a few people I need to talk to here on the earth. My children being a part of the group.... Speaking of my children and the necessities of their lives. They will indeed need their grandmother to love them and spoil them as they sneak out of the house for fear that their impatient mother will continue spanking them. Are you excited for little slumber parties with you future grand kids?! Even the cutest grand kids you've ever seen. I know Lucy and Logan are pretty dang cute but you've forgotten how good looking mine are. The veil gets a little thick in that area. Don't worry, it will all come back to you as they come down one by one. I will pray my little heart out that you feel comforted and that you won't worry for a second about this little health issue you're having. The lords got it taken care of my sweet mother.
I don't know that I wrote a whole lot about my area in my letter. The area I am currently serving in now is called Hafer. The address will be on the letter that I just sent. I love it here! We are seeing success left and right. Miracle after miracle. We knocked on a door across the street of our appointment that "cancelled" and to our pleasant surprise found a man on the other side grinning from ear to ear and filled with the light of Christ. What a special person. We had a sweet conversation about the gospel on the door step and set up an appointment to come back this Saturday. His name is Fransisco Lopez. He'll come to church with us on Sunday and feel the power of the spirit and he'll then ask us where the font is... We'll fill it right up, grab one of the men that hold the aaronic priesthood and down into the water they'll go! That is what is going to happen. I'll write you next week and let you know how it went;) If all doesn't go as planned, we'll at least give him a book of Mormon and he will read it and have heaven sent questions for us and we will have heaven sent answers and all will be edified and it will be a sweet experience.
We had 4 investigators come to church last week, 3 of which have baptismal dates. A few health issues seem to be getting in the way of a couple of them but with the lord all things are possible. Our frail bodies, aren't they funny?
Honestly everything is going great! My companion and I could not be getting along better. We're both just happy and enjoying every second of the work and each other. Honestly, Hermana Casaday is one of the most pleasant people to be around. We just laugh and laugh and laugh. She is so funny! The lord has blessed me with the greatest companions while on the mission.
I wrote you an entire page about the new President and his family in the letter that I sent yesterday. I don't think I will repeat everything I wrote but know that we're just excited to have him. Even thrilled! He's incredible and excited as ever to be here.
Carlee! How exciting that you and Tim are going to be in Provo for the next three years! Congratulations! I'm so happy for you both and know that there are amazing things to come. How fun that you'll be dirt poor through law school. Isn't that exciting?! Maybe I'll come and live with you:) That might be awkward.... I know you're still in the newly married stage and may be for quite some time. I may have to rethink that thought.
I'm glad to hear that Ryan had such a wonderful birthday! Tell him to be extra careful. Did he get my card?
I love you all! The gospel is true. Its true its true its true. You're all so wonderful and I hope to hear from you soon!

Monday, July 4, 2011

Lance Letter 6.28.11

Dear Porters
President And Sister Jackson are on their way home as we speak. Our new mission President is Pres. Walkins. I haven't met or heard from him yet. But on Friday we will meet him. He's from Alpine Utah. He's a young, retired, wealthy accountant. He will be great. I will miss pres. Jackson.
We are teaching several people who are all really cool but wont come to church. so we have a lot of work to do.
Ryan is in good hands. He has the best parents in the world to rear him in the right ways. But it's the little things that keep people on the straight and narrow. (read the scrips and pray) if your doing those things it's hard for the adversary to get to you.
The gospels true,What more can i say. I Love you all .
Thank you for your love and prayers
Love Lance

Monday, June 27, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 55

Hello Momma! How are you?! To answer your question about when I'm coming home. I'm a little nervous to set anything in stone at this point for fear that the lord may have other plans within the next month so as far as shruggin of the shoulders goes, I'm right there with you:) You just keep on shruggin and I will do the same until the lord makes me decide. Would you call that Procrastination....? More like I just don't want to think about it until I absolutely have to.
Hermana Jenny Bullock came into town on Friday. Oh my word, I missed her. She and her parents got permission from president to take me and my new companion out to lunch. What a sweet time that was. I love her dearly. She seems to be doing great! I know that she misses the mission like crazy but she has continued faithful and is no less of a missionary now than she was a couple of months ago. She's a delight and will continue to be throughout her life.
My new area! I love it! I loved it the second I hugged my companion for the first time. What a special person she is. Truly and honestly, one of thee most patient people I have ever come into contact with. What a blessing she is in my life. There have been a couple of instances where she's had to exercise that patience more than she would like I'm sure but she's handled me like a champ. We get along beautifully and just laugh and laugh. Oh my word, she is hilarious! I was rolling on the floor laughing so hard the other night as she told me a story about the MTC. Please, don't let me forget to tell you one day. Hahaha. You will die. I died! She is so excited about the work and ready to get out and baptize the world and that is just what we are going to do! We had two investigators come to church yesterday and it was a sweet experience. Hermana Casaday thrilled beyond words. She's been here six weeks and has not yet had one investigator come to church so it was a great day!
We have a few people that we are working with at the moment. Weceslao, Mina, and Jose Ortiz. They are our top 3 progressing investigators. Oh how I love them! We told Weceslao that we would come to his home on Sunday so that he could follow us to church. Sure enough, the second we pulled into his coldasac there he was, waiting in his truck, ready to go. What a sweet man with a celestial heart. I love him dearly. Turns out his battery was dead when he tried to start up the engine so we were so thrilled to be there to help him jump it with some cable cords. He loved it and I believe he will be baptized soon. Mina is a member referral and is so excited to be baptized. She is about 60 years old. She doesn't really understand that there are certain things she needs to learn before getting into the water. She doesn't have a lot of time to meet with us but that is ok. We'll figure it out! Jose Ortiz. Oh boy. Jose is just sweet. He loves his Savior Jesus Christ and think any religion that preaches his name is the right one. Its going to take a little more time with him but he is happy to have us in his home. That is a start.
I wish I had more time to email you but I'm afraid time is not on our side here on the mission. There is never enough of it. I'm so thrilled that you get to go to Nauvoo! That will be too fun. Enjoy every second of it. I too am a little nervous about Ryan. You tell him to read his scriptures and say his prayers every morning and night and he will have the armor needed to combat the temptations of Satan and his crew. Please tell him to be safe and wise. Know that he is a smart boy and wouldn't do anything to jeopardize his chances of serving a mission. Oh what a sad boy he would be.
Please have a wonderful week and know that all is well here in Houston Texas. A little hot but very very well:) I love you all and will talk to you next week!

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Lance Letter 6.24.11

HEY HEY!!

This week was a testimony builder, WE GOT OUR BIKES STOLEN!!

I'm so happy you got to meet Brandon. He's such a good kid. As well as his friends who really were the ones’ who brought him into the Gospel. They said they were going to drive through St. George, and I begged them to make a quick pit stop to the Porter home.

But yes, we had our bikes stolen. On Friday morning we parked them real quick outside the Zone Leaders apartment to give them something and just a few minutes later they were gone. We asked everyone and even reported them stolen to the police. We went home later and knelt down and said a sincere prayer. Elder Bludworth had a sweet bike too. President Jackson gave Elder Bludworth and me permission to call home and get some money for new bikes. Elder Bludworth called and got a little BMX bike. I was about to call but I just had this feeling our bikes were going to turn up so I didn’t call; but kept praying throughout the day.

The next morning the Zone Leaders called and said "Do you want your bikes back, because we're looking right at them." We bolted over to their apartment and it turns out the bikes were taken by the neighbors and put in their yard (which looks just like "the sand lot" junk yard). Anyway, they were taken apart with some of the parts still missing. So we called the cops and they came and got our bikes for us… It was a 16 year old kid and his friend who took them. We had asked both of them the day before if they saw our bikes, but they said, ‘nope’. Anyway, we got them back. I'm still missing the back wheel, but they said they'll get me a new one. Oh, and the best part . . .the Spanish Elders are now teaching the family.

I'm telling you prayer works!

Other than that, not too many things have happened. We're trying to work with the Ward more in finding people to teach. It's moving slowly but surely. We have a lot of work to do. We're still on bikes. I've been on a bike my entire mission for which I'm grateful; but it's HOT! 97*+!!!

Everyone sounds great but busy which is good. Ryan got his own bench!!?? He's gonna be huge when I get home! We have a little weight room in our apartment with a bench and such but I have had a hard time using it. I am so weak! Ryan is going to beat me up when I get home. I'm still at like 200lbs but it’s all fat ha, ha. You'd think since I've been on a bike so long I would have at least maintained the same weight. “I say unto you nay,” being on a bike just makes me hungry! Maybe now that it's so hot, I’ll sweat it all off? Yeah, maybe that . . .

Okay, we are working and praying like mad and I know you are too. Thank you!

I love you all!

Love, LANCE

Monday, June 20, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 54

Hello Hello one and all!
How has your week been? This one has been an interesting one for us. A few of our investigators dropped off the face of the earth and they all live in the same complex.... we're wondering if they got together and planned it. Hmm.... Sneaky little buggers they are. No, they really are wonderful and we're praying that they will start answering the door soon and their phone for that matter. Interesting. We are working with a DARLING girl named Miriam. She is about 18 years old and cute cute cute. She goes to the Lake Woodlands church (don't ask me what that means) I think its a Christian church and she wants to get baptized there. We pulled out the book of Mormon and read with her 2 nephi chapter 31. She sat back after we were through and said. I've never learned so much in my life! We explained the holy ghost to her and that he was teaching her. We taught her about the authority to baptize and what happened to the church when that authority was taken from the earth. We left her with a chapter to read from the book of Mormon and she is very excited to learn more. She has a twin that we hope to be teaching soon! Honestly, they are beautiful and need to get married in the temple!
I'll tell you what. I've never been happier to know how to cut hair than on my mission. It gets us in so many doors! I'm sad I didn't ask sooner if that's something I could do, but better late than never. People don't always want to know what you have to say but someone always wants a haircut! After a little act of service they are perfectly willing and content to sit and listen to what you have to say. Its a blessing. We have found many new investigators through service and I'm so glad that the lord is able to get us in through something so simple. Yeah for cutting hair!
We have 3 Russians that live in our complex and they are ALWAYS using the computers on Monday. Whether it be skyping their families or using the face book the computers are occupied. We've had to learn how to share but they are just the cutest things you've ever seen. They can speak a few words of English but its tough to hold a conversation with them. Last week we walked in and were not surprised to find them seated in the computer room. They just smiled and held up 10 fingers as if to say, 10 more min. As we were walking out we looked at each other and said how can we share the gospel with them?! Inspiration from above came pouring down and Hermana Coogan pulled out the Joseph Smith movie! We walked right back in and showed them the movie and one of them understood that we wanted to watch it with them. It was WONDERFUL! We had a wonderful lessons with lots of facial expressions, hand movements, and pictures. Darling boys. They'll get baptized one day:) Haha, One just came in and asked where he can find work. I told him to move to Utah! (Heather, will you pass the message onto James and Rachel that I'm sending them 3 Russians.
Ok so now for the news. I will be leaving The Woodlands. Its an interesting sensation. I don't know how happy I am about it but i don't have too much to say concerning the matter. My companion and I have had the greatest 5 weeks together and have become dear dear friends. We have seen miracles and continue to see them daily. They will come whether or not I am serving here in the Woodlands. I will see them in my new area and with my new companion Hermana Casaday. Its weird thinking that this next area may be my last. There is a lot to do and I know that the lord can use me wherever seemeth him good. Here is the exciting part. Hermana Donkin (my sweet, darling friend) will be coming up to the Woodlands to greenie break Hermana Coogan and they together will train a brand-new missionary, straight out of the MTC. Hermana Coogan is so nervous! She'll be amazing and Hermana Donkin is incredible. I'm excited to see what things the lord has in store for the Woodlands Area. These Sisters are just going to transform it and I get butterflies thinking about it! (the good kind) Isn't that exciting? I'm excited! It's all exciting! I think it's odd how ok I am with change. Bring it on! I get a little antsy when things stay the same for too long. We are here to learn and grow and to be stretched. I need it more than anyone. There are however a few things that I'm not thrilled about. #1. Loosing the Walkers. Oh boy, that will be a sad day. They have been my dearest friends while serving out here. I know that the lord allowed them to serve here because he knew I would need them. I love them and will miss them terribly. Good thing we have planes to fly around in! I don't know what I would do if there was a chance that we wouldn't see each other again. Yikes. I suppose its another good thing that this life is so short. I'm really starting to miss some people. Most of them I haven't known on this earth but I know there are many strong relationships that were formed long before I came into this life. What a blessing. #2. Losing the Hansens. Oh boy, what amazing people they are. I know that they will be replaced by another beautiful, chosen couple to come and carry the work of the lord forward in power and with the spirit. The Hansens have been an incredible influence for good and have changed many missionaries lives as well as their own I believe. I'm thrilled that they're no further than an email or a phone call away. I love them and am so thankful for the relationship that we've formed over the time that we've been able to serve together. #3. I'm losing Hermana Coogan for a time! Ah! What a blast and a special time it has been to serve along side this wonderful, sweet girl. She is a powerhouse and a light. I am thankful for the opportunities that the lord gives us. for the people that he puts in our path so that we can learn and grow and progress. So that we can enjoy our precious time on this earth. I have been surrounded by incredible people my entire life. I believe it will continue on that way. Heavenly Father has some amazing children on the earth at this time and It has been a pleasure to rub shoulders with many of them. Oh the lessons we can learn from each one. They're all so different, all have their gifts and talents, their likes and dislikes, insights and ideas. I love them all.
I'm so sorry this has become rather long but I want you to know how much I love you and miss each one of you! You're all so wonderful! I'm thrilled to hear that dad recieved his Fathers Day card. Haha. It was just silly but when my eyes spotted it I couldn't resist. You' are all so special to me and I hope that things are going well and that everyone is healthy and strong! Have an amazing week and I will talk to you soon!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Lance Letter 6.14.11

This week has been so sweet! We taught Brandon Hardesty All four lessons within a week or so and his baptism is on Thursday night (June 16). Brandon is 17 and is joining the church. He has some friends in the ward who he knows. He asked me to baptism for which i am grateful to do. Brandon's friends are leaving for a few weeks to Utah to go to EFY and brandon will go to Provo and Salt Lake City to visit the Temple and such. He didn;t make the sign up for the efy on time. And that's why we taught and baptized him so quick.
Elder Bludworth is seriously my favorite companion I've had. He knows how to work hard and effectively and also have fun at the same time. I love him. He reminds me so much of Uncle Todd. We have had a great time. Elder Bludworth goes home soon, in august, Back to New Mexico, Albuquerque.
Other than brandon getting baptized we are striving to find the elect, like another brandon.
Oh this past week we taught a famous Boxer named robert (the Ghost). He is huge in San Jose< and especially Gilroy. He has like 3 world championships and is trying to get a match set up with Paciyuo (Pac Man) also a world champ boxer. Anyways, the missionaries before just knocked on his door so we went back and taught him about the book of Mormon and Joseph smith and he said he would read and pray about the Book of Mormon. he is really religious.
I'm so grateful that Dalton and Dallon and others are going on missions now. That is great.
And Ryan getting MVP!!!!! I always new he had it in him. He is awesome.
It's true i am busy and should try to make more time for writing letters and such.
I love you all and pray for each one of you.
Love Elder Porter

Monday, June 13, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 53

Good morning one and all!
This may not be very long but everything is going well! The work is moving forward. There is much to do today (as always). I get cut a few peoples hair today. Haha. Its funny but I'm thrilled to do it. What can I tell you this week. We are teaching Rosibel, Adrianna, David, Claudia, Laura, Humberto and many others but those are the ones that are progressing the most (coming to church, reading the book of Mormon, and praying,) they're not perfect at keeping their commitments but they are on their way to baptism and we couldn't be more thrilled! We are also working with many less actives and that's a tougher situation. People that have known the joy that the gospel brings and have chosen to take a step back and do their "own thing". It is beyond me how that happens but maybe that's a little closed minded on my part. I'm sure they have their stories to share about it but wow. Just come back and receive the greatest happiness that only comes in living the gospel! A lot of it is just laziness and a lack of desire to discipline themselves. Clearly, its not an easy thing to do but that is where sincere prayer and scripture study comes in. You can't do it by yourself because to be honest, yourself isn't a whole lot. In fact that attitude is serving the natural man and why would the natural man ever want to come back to church or go to the temple? He doesn't. He can't. The Natural man is an enemy to god and has been from the fall of Adam and will be forever and ever. We have got to put off the natural man and turn to the only one that makes us worth anything. Our Savior Jesus Christ gives us the strength and the capacity to overcome our weaknesses and ourselves. We don't have to be stuck to what "we" think we want to do. We CAN do what our Heavenly Father knows will make us the happiest. We not only can but we must because it is the only way back to his presence to live with our families forever. There's only one way and that is through Christ the lord. The one name given under heaven whereby man can be saved.
The Lord is indeed getting his work done. The other day we were knocking doors and came upon one that looked a little scary, (quite a few dogs outside, barking, not chained up) normally I would ask my companion if we could come back a little later but..... The spirit had a different plan, the fear was washed away as quickly as the thought came to walk away and we marched right up to the door. The second we knocked on the door a boy of about 20 years old walked out and asked if we would come in before we even said a word. We acted as if that were normal and asked how he'd been doing haha it was funny. He brought out two cold waters and told us to sit down. He continued to tell us about how the elders had knocked on his door 7 days ago and they had talked for an hour about god and the purpose of life. He didn't give them his number and ironically they didn't give him theirs. He had forgotten to what church they belonged and wanted them back. He told us what a miracle it was that we showed up on the door step. By the way the home that we knocked was not his but his aunts and he had woken up that morning and decided to come visit her. Coincidence? I think not! There are zero coincidences in this work. Any missionary can testify to that. This is the work of the lord and we are instruments in his hands being used right and left, however and whenever seemeth him good. He hears the prayers of his children, he knows their thoughts, wants, and worries. He works according to their desires and out of the love he has for us. The perfect love. I don't know that any of us can quite comprehend just what that perfect love looks like, or sounds like but I know what it feels like and there is nothing more penetrating or profound than the pure love of Christ. Its powerful and changes lives. The life of Christ was perfect in every aspect and sense of the word. If we so desire to understand and comprehend it a bit further we each have the opportunity to study his teachings, his example, and the life he lived. That will do more for us than anything we could come up with on our own.
I love you all and pray for you daily. Everything is going great and I couldn't be happier! Thank you for your love, thoughts, and prayers. The gospel is true! Love you Love you!

Monday, June 6, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 52

Hello Hello to my wonderful family!
How are you all doing this week? I won't lie, this day has been a long time coming. It's been quite a week. Full of emotions and miracles. Ha I honestly think you will all just die when I tell you the stories of the mission. You'll laugh and cry and just shake your heads at some of the stuff that goes down here. Wow. It is one giant roller coaster ride and we all just hang on for dear life! Never is it one straight shot. You will go from the highest of the highs to the lowest of the lows all in one hour. And then it continues throughout the week. Sometimes the day... I may be stretching it a little bit but my goodness. It definitely keeps you on your toes. So exciting!!
Fun news from home! How great that Tim is going to be taking the big test! He will pass he will pass he will pass!! Even with flying colors:) He and Carlee both will be in my prayers. Congrats to Kenz! That's so fun! Baby number two! Yeah yeah yeah for babies! I hope Ryan does well at basketball camp and that his ankle isn't bothering him too much.
We went fishing this morning with Elder Esplin, Elder Hill (our zone leaders) and then Elder Stringham and Elder Simpson. I caught TWO turtles! haha that was scary. They were not happy! Lots of snapping going on. Haha, poor things.
I feel like I have sooo much to talk about. I don't even know where to start. We have many new investigators and are confident that they will each grab hold of the iron rod and continue onward. They will be baptized hopefully within the next month. That is the prayer. Its weird feeling like you only have a short time left with your mission president. I didn't think I would get so attached but what a blessing to be able to continue that relationship with them throughout my life. Obviously they won't be so readily available but I'm so thankful to my heavenly father for allowing me to serve so closely to such celestial people. The Hansens, the Hammond's (all of you), the Porters (all of you) my sweet family, HEATHER. I am overcome with the love that he has for me, the love that he has for each of his children. Isn't it remarkable. It becomes more and more apparent as you serve your brothers and sisters that are all around you. I'm so happy! The gospel makes people happy! Plain and simple as that. True happiness comes in knowing the plan of our heavenly father and then sticking to that. Not a complicated thing to figure out. Now, clearly when you toss Satan into the mix he tends to make things harder than they need to be but he plays a very significant role in it all as well so being aware of it all is the safest, most secure way back to our heavenly father and we become aware through a consistent study of the book of Mormon, praying both day and night and in between, going to the temple as often as time permits, and service! Serve serve serve. There are so many people that just need to be loved and hugged and listened to. Pray for an opportunity to serve and it won't be long until you find yourself being drawn to someone without you really knowing why, you'll find out as soon as you offer that help that we are all so capable of giving.
I love you all and I'm well aware that I am preaching to the choir. You're all so wonderful and my greatest example of Christ like living. Thank you for keeping your testimonies burning bright and avoid the tarnish that comes as we neglect those small and simple things that are essential in coming to understand the plan that has been prepared, Christ being the center core of it. He is the one true way to happiness. It is only in and through our Savior that we can gain eternal life. I know that is true. I love you I love you I do I do! You're just the very greatest and pray for your safety and happiness. Stay True!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Lance Letter 5.31.11

Thank you for every one's love and letters.
Dang, 20 years old...........it does not feel like it. The way my body is and the stamina i have one might think i was 65. I'm beginning to question.
Mom ye need not fear, your son is in good hands. Jimmy (drug dealer) Is the nicest person in the world, Just a little miss understood. We taught him the Plan Of Salvation last night and he said "it makes sense" and that he "believes it". "Of course it makes sense!" I said to him. He said It seemed familiar.
Well next week is transfers and its like 50/50 if i go or stay. There truly is not a better area in the mission. I wish i could stay here the rest of my time, but the Lord might have other plans. I have found such a great need to be in a hurry and to do everything you can to build the kingdom of God where you are, because there is just no time to just sit and do nothing!! That is how the Jackson's have been from day one since they've been here and i hope the missionaries will stay purpose driven and spirit directed as the transitions from different presidents will take place.
We had a Baptism scheduled for the 11th of June with an investigator who we tracted into a few weeks ago. Her name is Devina Castio, she's 18 and has a 1 year old son. We taught her and her brother the Restoration. The lesson was awesome. but she didn't come to church last week. So it might take a Little bit longer. We supposed to teach several referrals this week and will hopefully get some baptism dates from them. The Work continues, But not as rapidly as a we would like.
That's cool that Ryan got to go play some ball with some friends of mine. To bad about his ankle. He's tough.
Time is flying by, and i feel like a just started. So much needs to be done and i only have a year to do it! YIKES!!
Fathers day is coming up, The second since I've been out here. I never seem to recognize how great my parents have been in my life, and for the impact that my mom and dad have made upon me. Thank you so much, can't say it enough. I love you all
Thank you for the many prayers and know that i pray for you as welll
Love Elder Porter
Ps. Thank you so much for the package!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Lance Letter 5.23.11

Family whom i love!
How is everyone?!
This week has been sweet. On Friday, one of our investigators (Ivan) drove us up with victor (recent convert) to San Jose to the YSA meeting with elder M. Russel Ballard. the spirit was so strong and we talked about it the whole way home. Ivan plays basketball in the mornings with us. He said he would come to BYU Idaho after the my mission ha.
Then on Saturday our entire mission got together and elder Ballard spoke to us, along with elder Richard Hinckly (Former Prophets son) , Elder Clayton and several other general authorities. On Sunday elder Richard Hinckly spoke to our stake along with the area authority. This week has been a spiritual feast. I write more about it in a letter. We are so blessed. The Lord Keeps finding people for us to teach and hopefully baptize. We met a former investigator who was so close to baptism but moved away. anyways, he moved back and i think we can start teaching him again. His name is Emilio. We also ran into a less actives boyfriend who we taught this week ( George ) and we currently teaching the biggest drug Lord In gilroy...Most likely San Jose. All are ex gang members who are all progressing towards baptism and they all know each other ha. We also found several people who want to join our church. It just goes to show that this is the Lords work and we are nothing but servants, and instruments in his hands. HE IS IN CHARGE.
We have a meeting with pres. Jackson this afternoon as a Zone. This will most likely be the last time we get to talk to him. The Jackson's will be missed. I look Forward to our new president who will be here on Sunday to see everything.
Ryan sure sounds like he's gonna be real busy with sports and fun stuff during this summer. The best summer i can remember was when i went to all those camps to. The summer sounds like it will be warm but fun. Maybe Carlee and dad can teach me how to appraise a little when i get back ? ha. Dad is so funny to offer to pay for Brennen's mission. Thank you so much for that. I'm sure it made him think more about serving the Lord. What more can i say? I love you all and hope everyone has a great week
The Gospels True Blue Through And Through!!
Love Elder Lance Porter

Lindsey: Letter 51

Hello Hello! Wow, I cant thank you enough for the enormous package that was sent the day before my birthday! Perfect timing;) thank you thank you. The GPS has been just thee greatest blessing and I hope Carlee and Tim are aware that they will be receiving many blessings for that sweet act. Paige! I cant believe you sent the one thing that I was needing more than anything. Little white socks! Thank you so much Paige and Bryce. That was on the top of my list of things to buy this week. I love you both and am so thankful for you support. Thank you for the cereal, crackers, dried fruit, muffin mix, lip gloss, moisturizers, lotion toothpaste, curel, fun eyeshadow, dove soap, my favorite mints, razors, floss, sunscreen, undershirts, and most darling outfit. I wore it to church on Sunday and I'm certain that I'm not the only one that appreciated it. I'm sure that people were starting to wonder if I had more than two outfits in my closet. It was all too sweet and fun to sit read the fun sayings on the back of each gift. So clever! Thank you thank you momma!
I have the most amazing companion! Her name is Hermana Coogan. She's from Orange County and was baptized two years ago. She's the only member in her family and is my hero in every way, shape, and form (literally) She is darling! Wow, she is solid and ready to get to work. She was kicked out of her house when she joined the church and has not one bit of support from her family. When they do write her it is in the form of bribes and pleas to come to her senses and return home. They think that she has been brain washed and that she is being led my the devil. Oh my goodness, I just cried when she told me her story and I'm so thankful that she has so much trust in the lord. She does have friends from the church that encourage her and support her and for that I'm so thankful, as is she I'm sure. She's bold and loving, hard working and caring. Yes mom, she's ready and rearin to go! I love it. We get along great and I love her with all of my heart. She writes absolutely everything down so that she'll have it for her posterity, seeing that she's the first to have found the gospel. You'll just love her. I'm excited for you to meet her one day. She has beautiful copper hair, well... warm brown. She's just beautiful and so so fun. I could not stop laughing the first time that we went out together. Its actually an interesting story how we were put together.... Last minute president hansen felt that the spirit was challenging him and he switched the companionships right before announcing them. What a blessing. I have so much to learn from her and this transfer will be full of hard work, miracles, and sweet memories.
We really in the process of finding right now so I hope to be able to report on a few of our progressing investigators next week. I love you all and hope all is going well. The gospel is true. It is true it is true! I love it with everything that I am! I love this work! I'm so thankful for the atonement of Jesus Christ and for the blessings that come as we strive to keep the commandments. You're all so wonderful and I will talk to you soon!

Monday, May 16, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 50

Oh boy. Running late...? Running Crazy is more like it. I'm just on my way right now to cut all of the elders hair. I just finished cutting Hermana Bullocks hair. We will be separating tomorrow and then I'm on my way to pick up my fresh, new, green, amazing missionary. I don't remember if I already told you but I will be training. "Why" you ask? I've asked myself that one too many times this week. I've decided I'm going to start asking myself "why not?" I think I've lived long enough to know that the lord knows exactly what he's doing. Entonces en vez de porque? Voy a empezar diciendo porque no? It will be a sweet experience whatever the challenge will be. I'm excited and looking forward to whatever the lord has in store. Upward and onward! Haha it's been an interesting time watching Hermana Bullock pack up. I don't like it, to keep myself distracted I just started going through the cupboards and throwing everything away that other missionaries have left behind. At the beginning Hermana Bullock wouldn't let me touch a thing but she is now way passed the point of caring about random objects. Poor thing. I feel so bad. She will go kicking and screaming up until they shove her into the plane. She keeps praying for a hurricane to come our way so the airports can shut down and if that doesn't happen, plan B is for the airplane to crash so that she can continue the work on the other side. I'm not even kidding you. She always wants just one more day. I know she'll be fine. It will definitely take some adjusting but she'll be ok. Keep her in your prayers. She is not happy about leaving.
Truly, I'm in the perfect setting here to train a new missionary. Our ward is absolutely solid. We just had dinner over at the bishops house yesterday. Oh my goodness. I love the Baich family. You will have to go up to Salt Lake for conference and meet them. Such amazing people! Obispo Baich made me feel just about 1000 times better about taking over the area. There is no question that there will be miracles this transfer. I might even learn spanish! haha.
Benjamin Reyes was baptized yesterday! Oh my goodness, what a sweet experience that was. His sister gave the talk about Baptism and just cried the whole way through it. I cried! What a tender experience it was to see the look on Hermana Reyes face when Benjamin was Baptized. It took be back to Mykels baptism. I'll never forget the way Lisa and Mykel were looking at eachother right before he went down into the water. Wow. I think my testimony of fasting and pray was solidified that day and it is something that will stay with me all through life.
I'm so glad to hear everything and everyone are doing so well! Please keep me informed on the comings and goings of all. I want each of you to know that your prayers and thoughts are heard and answered. Please dont stop. Continue praying for Lance and I. This is the lords work and we need the strength to do it his way. We need your prayers, Especially with so many changes happening. I love you and look forward to hearing from you soon!
Thank you thank you for the Birthday Present in advance! Oh my goodness I just need things from home, just basic things. Dont go and buy any of this ok. Just dove soap, toothpaste, floss, Lotion, a few extra pairs of socks, maybe a white undershirt from down east (just the ones that I usually get, mine are getting yucky), Hair serum... maybe a fun, cute, summer shirt. Yes, it will get way over 100 degrees here pretty soon and I will be dripping wet! Haha, I would love whatever you send my way. You're the greatest and I will talk to you next week! Pray that all goes well!

Monday, May 9, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 49

Hello sweet momma! How are you?! I felt a little bit unsettled after the phone call home last night. I didn't feel like I heard a thing about anybody. I talked about things that honestly didn't matter and I want to ask for your forgiveness. I want to know how you're feeling. What you're doing. What goals you're working on. You're too funny about not feeling worthy to be our momma. How wrong you are. You are quite worthy. You have brought up each of us to where we are today and I assure you from the bottom of my heart that you're doing exactly what the lord would have you do. Thank goodness for our own personal weaknesses to humble us and help us realize our total dependence on the lord in every aspect of our lives. Yes, especially when it comes to raising children. I truly need to put all of these words that I'm writing into practice. I told you yesterday about the feelings that I had been having of unworthiness, of weaknesses, at times overwhelming, But then I get together with a bunch of missionaries and they all give me a reality check and I'm on my way again. Putting my trust in the lord and knowing that my Savior has suffered all things so that I may come unto him and be healed. Oh the healing that I need! Its a long surgery but one day I will be through it, healed, whole, glorified, and perfected. Won't that be a perfect day! Will it all come at once? Nope, It is why we are here my dear. To learn, to grow, to rely wholly upon the one who is mighty to save. Our Savior Jesus Christ.
I told you last night that the mission is not easy. I don't want you to misunderstand. The missionary work could not be better. I love talking to the beautiful Hispanic people. I love sharing the good news. I love this work with all of my heart and I will continue to love it for as long as I live. We are in the work of saving souls and there is nothing more rewarding and sanctifying as serving the lord with all of your heart, might, mind, and strength. The hard part comes in not understanding the plan, not realizing that the lord has it figured out. That he is here every step of the way, The hard part is giving into discouragement because of personal weaknesses. It is Satan's work to make us all miserable like himself and I'm telling you that it is a fight at times. But my goodness. Who am I to forget that the lord is fighting just as hard, Not only the lord but those that he sends, We have angels round about us to bear us up. I am learning a lot out here. I'm learning that the Lord loves us stronger than any of us realize. I'm afraid I don't know the smallest part of that love but I do know that it is real. I've seen it. I see it in the life of every person that I come across. Each of us are here today striving and trying our best because the Savior came and prepared the way that we may accomplish what we've been sent here to do. Gain a body and Keep the commandments with a happy heart. You are doing great mom. More than great! You just keep striving and trying to do all that you've been asked to do. Fulfill you're calling, be a happy person. Smile at those who pass you by and be ready always to give an answer for the hope that is in you. You are an elect lady and I feel blessed beyond measure to have you in my life.
Sister Bullock and I went Fishing this morning with Elder Clegg and Elder Esplin. The elders were nice enough to let us rill in whatever "they caught" Haha. It was a blast. Elder Clegg caught a turtle and I caught a little baby catfish. Wow What a party it was! I love our district. I don't know that I'll be able to get any letters off today because we'll be playing sand volleyball with the zone and if anyone is seen writing letters they'll get a long lecture about "breaking the unity" Haha They're too funny. Elder Esplin Informed me that I will be training next transfer. I have no idea how he found that out but I am really nervous and I would love your prayers and anything else you feel might help. I will certainly need it. One of the sweet benefits of training is that you get to go to the temple one extra time with your greenie. That will be a huge blessing. I love you all with all of my heart and pray that you're happy and healthy. Have a wonderful week!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Lance Letter 5.3.11

Dear Family
We had a great week. I just sent you a bunch of pictures that I've been collecting for some time now.
Anyways thank you for the camera and the giant Easter package, it was dee...lish.
After a tough fight with the adversary we were able to baptize keeane. It was hard to get her baptized ...nevertheless it just goes to show that when we are about to embark on the path way towards eternal life, the adversary has to say his peace.
We are being extremely blessed and i fill so often not worthy of the blessings i receive. I have found the greatest joy in helping others see the light. And as i do so, i see light as well. In a few weeks an Apostle will be speaking to our mission. I'm so excited!
Our stake here in the Morgan hill zone will be focusing more on the referrals from members. In fact its direct orders from the first presidency.
I think 7pm is a great time to call. So i guess that would be 6pm over here. Just expect the call around that time.
I Love you all and can't wait to hear from you!
Elder Porter

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 48

HELLO! My goodness! Thank you thank you for all the sweet letters and fun easter gifts that were sent my way (the skirt) That was too sweet and I thank you for your support and encouragement! Grandma, thank you for your handwritten letter. I know that it is hard to try and find time during the day to sit and do that but I loved every word and I'm so glad to hear that you and Grandpa are doing so well.
Its so good to hear from Paige Ashley! Wow, I can't believe that they're off and ready to embark on a new journey. I hope they find joy in ever step. I know they will as they put their trust in the lord and watch as his plan for them unfolds. They have already experienced so many miracles and blessings as a result of their faith in Jesus Christ. It's powerful Isn't it? Thank you thank you one and all for your incredible testimonies and dedication to the lord.
We just witnessed an incredible event yesterday and we watched Damian Villegas (the former Agnostic) go down into the water and come up again a new creature in Jesus Christ. What an incredible moment. The entire baptismal program was wonderful. Hermana Bullock and I sang I know that my Redeemer Lives. I loved watching Damian following his baptism. He couldn't stop smiling. He was so happy. Like a huge weight had been lifted off of him. He just looked light. He looked peacefully happy. It was such a sweet day. I'm so thankful for the faith that he developed over the last month. The faith that led him to change his life, to follow the savior. To put his trust in the plan that he's not all that sure about but he knows that the lord is sure and that is what drives us each day. Knowing that there is someone who knows better. Who knows perfectly.
Afterwards we went over to a family that we've been teaching for some time. They came to Damians Baptism. When we sat down in their living room we talked a little bit about it. We told them how far Damian had come, where he was when we first met him. They asked. "So, how did you convince him to get baptized?" The question kind of took me off guard, because when I think back on it, we didnt do a whole lot. We just showed up for the lesson and from there the spirit took over. I don't recall having too much to do with his conversion. That's what faith does, faith leads one to trust, to believe, to hope that what the prophets testify of and say is in reality truth. When we have all of those things then the spirit whispers and testifies of truth and our faith becomes unshaken and we are able to do those things that are expedient in the savior. It is expedient in the savior that we are baptized. That we enter in by the "way" "And now, my beloved brethren, after ye have gotten into this strait and narrow path, I would ask if all is done? Behold, I say unto you, Nay; for ye have not come thus far save it were by the word of Christ with unshaken faith in him, relying wholly upon the merits of him who is mighty to save" It's right there! Baptism is not the ultimate goal. When we are baptized we make a convenent with our heavenly father that we will take upon ourselves the name of Christ and that we will always remember him. When we have faith in Jesus Christ we have the opportunity to so whatsoever thing is expedient in him. We continue making covenants with him. We continually repent, we get ourselves worthy through the atonement of Jesus Christ and we go to the temple. We sacrifice whatever is impeding us and we follow him. While we were talking to the Lavastidas they were asking us what they must do after baptism. They said so we get baptized and that's it? No, no no no, No. That is not it. There is much more in store. We find all of this out in the temple! I bore my testimony in Sacrament meeting yesterday and just cried haha. I have the hardest time talking about temples and my family without tears swelling up in my eyes. Gratitude over takes me and my emotions let lose. I'm so thankful for the eternal perspective that we get when we visit the house of the lord. That's really the Ultimate goal. The Ultimate goal is eternal families, continual progression, never ending progression! Creation! Love, Pure Unselfish Love! Wow. what wouldn't we give up for that?
I love you all. I'm so thankful for all that you do each day to better your lives. It is why we're here, we're not perfect but we strive to do better each day. To sanctify ourselves through the savior. We can and we must if we want all that he has and want to be all that he is. I love you and cant wait to talk to you next week!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Lance Letter 4.26.11

hello,
We were blessed to have a baptism last Saturday. Victor de la rocha vasquez entered into the waters of baptism. The spirit was so strong and our ward mission leader asked me to share my testimony at the end. A lot of non members were there and they were in tears, maybe because of all the garlic down here, but i think it was the holy ghost touching their hearts. Next Saturday we should be having another baptism ,Keeane Snachez. She's only 12 but is making the best decision of her life.
Oh, there was this girl at victors baptism who is going to houston south spanish speaking mission. I told her that my sister would train her. HA ....
Thank you for everything. I love you all
lance

Monday, April 25, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 47

Hello hello! Listen to how funny this is... After going weeks without mail I came home a few nights ago and imagine my surprise to find three beautiful envelopes with return addresses from Heather my best friend, Lance (also my best friend and brother) and my sweet Parents. My goodness, they could not have come at a better time. Thank you thank you for listening to the promptings of the holy ghost and taking the time to sit and write what is going on in your lives and a few words of encouragement. No one will know how sweet it is to get a letter from family until they serve a mission. Well, that may or may not be true but it is how I feel. I love you all and I'm so thrilled to hear that everything is going well and even great in your lives!
Ryan, my baby brother is not a baby any more! I couldn't believe who I was listening to! You're a teenager! Not quite a man but certainly on your way! That honestly is a scary thought to me. I'm certain my mouth was open thee entire time that I was listening to your voice. I know that change is certain, we've heard that time and time again from our wonderful prophet but as you're growing up, make sure that you're growing up in a way that would be pleasing to your Heavenly Father. Don't do anything that would disappoint him. Always keep in mind who you really are and what that means. What your example means to those that you spend your time around. Don't use sloppy and silly words that will later on become a burden to get rid of. Make sure that your speech matches who you are as a son of god with divine potential Even though you are spending time with girls I hope you are careful to remind them who they are and what they're worth through the way that your treat them. It is difficult to really come to know yourself in High school, especially when mixed signals are being thrown at you right and left from every direction. You be the one to step up and lead. Be the one to build and inspire, do fun activities that are uplifting and edifying. Go on hikes in groups, go play at the lake, get a group together and go do baptisms for the dead and then have a little devotional after. There are a million things that you can to besides "hanging out" Oh yikes. Don't hang out! Go do something productive. Go make some fun memories and help people figure out who they are and what they're worth! That is your assignment ok. I'm committing you right now. Take the lead on this. Will you find a group of good kids, get together on the weekend and have a council about how your can help other people get involved. Those that normally wouldn't be so quick to invite themselves. You invite them. Reach out. I know you can. Heavenly Father didn't bless you with all the gifts you have for no reason, or to be used in a later time. Use them now! Council with the lord and he will enlighten your mind with good ideas and fun activities. You'll know that it is from the lord if you're excited about it and you're thoughts start to build on each other. That is the power of revelation.
Mom, I'm so sorry to hear about your horrible experience with baby Logan! You poor thing. Of course you would find him though. He was never really lost. He just kinda wandered away for a bit. How your soul must have rejoiced when dad came walking up with that little baby in his arms, a little dirty but with a great big grin on his face. Yes, I can imagine you breaking into sobs of relief and joy to have him back into your presence. How rewarding this work is. Every second of it. We are the lords servants. We're looking for his lost sheep and I'm telling you it's not always an easy task. But every step is worth it. because it brings us that much closer to the one. So many emotions involved. So many feelings. But the lord is with us. He loves his children with his whole heart and soul and he is pleading for us to get it together so that we can have his spirit to be with us. He knows where is lost sheep are and if we're not in tune how can we ever help him? How can we ever make it back without his spirit guiding us. We can't. How can we make it back if we don't do exactly what he asks of us? Why does he require it? Why does he ask it? Because he knows! He already knows what sin and transgression lead to. He knows what living "of" the world results in. Why do we ask questions? Why do we feel like we know better? Isn't his word enough? It is! It doesn't matter that we don't know the in's and out's of it all. We just put our trust in him and say ok. I'm done doing what "I" want to do. I want to do what "you" want me to do. We say that because it is the smartest thing to do. It is the only thing to do if we want what he has, and what he has is everything. Oh I love you all. I just get a little frustrated at times when I feel like we've found the one and they end up not being "ready" to comply, not ready to receive the greatest rewards that come only from righteous living and saving ordinances at baptism and in the temple. Thank you for doing all that you can to have his spirit in your lives. Even if all we can isn't all that great. That's all he asks of us. Just do your best and follow me. Clearly, we're going to get a little dirty along the way but that is what the atonement is for. That's why the Savior went before us. He knows whats coming up. He knows just the formula to get certain stains out. To get every stain out. Pen, oil, grease, chocolate, whatever. Pick your flavor. There is nothing too dirty that cannot be made perfectly white through the saviors atonement. I love you each of you with everything that I am and praise and honor your name. Have an amazing week and I will talk to you next monday!

Monday, April 11, 2011

Lindsey: Letter 46

Hello Hello one and all! Thank you for your emails this week. Oh how I love hearing from you. I wont lie.. I feel like we've been air boxed (no mail) a little long then I'm used to but I keep telling myself that you really do love me and that your lives are just busy busy. That had better be the case! If I hear that Ryan wastes another hour in watching Rapunzel before getting a letter out to me he's going to be in big T-rouble. I hope that he knows how much I love and miss him. What a special boy he his. I say bag football this year and next and all the years after and focus on what he really loves doing. I think that would be getting amazing grades. Excelling on the piano and becoming all he can be in Basketball. But.... I haven't been around for quite awhile and his passions may have changed. Tell him to take a photography class and maybe a cooking class. There are so many things that he can do now that will benefit him in the future. Things that will make him and others so happy! Tell him to dive into the scriptures and study the life of Jesus Christ and make those necessary changes to try to become more like him each day. Tell him how much I love and treasure him and know that if he councils with the lord in all of his doings he will never go wrong. He will be led aright and will have no need to worry about thing. Tell him that Lance and I are 100% behind him in all that he does and he will not be letting one person down by deciding not to go out for football. Do you hear that Ryan?! You will not be letting anyone down by doing what you want and feel is right to do. You can do and be anything you want to be and if that means investing your time in developing another talent then do it! No, that doesn't mean more time on the Nintendo... In fact throw that thing away and weigh your options. Cross country... Piano..... Cooking...... Photography....... Developing greater basketball skills..... Whatever. Now, if you do decide to go out for football then that is just great and I will look forward to cheering you on during the season. Now, once you have made that decision, go for it! Don't look back and wish you had done something else, move forward and give it your all and know that Lance and I will cheer you on in whatever you choose and may even ask you to teach us:) I love you sweet boy and just think that you are the very greatest!
I was so thrilled to hear about Lance and his bold invitation to come and listen to the prophets voice! I can imagine it perfectly and it brings the biggest smile to my face. How thankful I am for the example of my Brothers. I look up to them both so much and I thank my Heavenly Father every day for not sending me here alone to figure out how to make it back. I'm thankful for the living example of both you and dad, I'm thankful that the reason you know the gospel is because you live it every day. It is a part of you and who you are. Everything points to our success here on the earth. It is all in our favor to succeed. Everything has been set up perfectly for our ability to make it back to our Heavenly Father. But not only make it back as Elder Christofferson said but to become what he would have us be. We have been sent here to the earth to over come the Natural man, to kill it, to give up our will and turn it over to the lords, his divine power can then flow into our hearts and we begin to incorporate the divine Characteristics of our perfect example, our Savior Jesus Christ. We have the commandments to follow. The saving ordinances right there for us to make. To realize that there is something greater that we are working towards than anything the world has or could ever have to offer. We are working for eternal progression! Eternal Families! A fullness of Joy! Who in the world would want anything less than that?! The sad fact is that there are indeed people that would opt for something less, they don't want the responsibilities that come in obtaining these precious gifts, they don't want to make the necessary "sacrifices". Its not that they can't or that its too hard, they just don't understand what they are ultimately sacrificing by serving the natural man. How sad. Besides it being the only way, in all reality it is the easier way. I wish people understood the scriptures when the Savior says Take my yoke upon you and learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart and ye shall find rest unto your souls, for my yoke is easy and my burden is light. That is truth. That is why we are here! That is why the lord has a grand army going forth and declaring to the world that there is something greater, a better way to live. A happier, easier, and sweeter way of life.
Ah! I'm sorry! I get passionate about this! I get frustrated when we get rejected over and over again! Especially when they don't even know what they're rejecting! I just want to grab them by the face and say you're going to sit and listen to us for 10 min and when we're done you can then tell us if you're going to reject our message.
We were a Laundry Mat on Saturday just contacting people, I made my way over to a women sitting on a seat, she held up her hand and said No thank you, I'm fine. I laughed as I sat down next to her I said "that's great, I'm fine too!" She laughed and for the following 15 min we had the sweetest conversation about her story and what brought her to the United States. She was from the Philipeans and was absolutely darling. By the end she wanted to know more about our message and promised she would go to mormon.org the second she returned home. If people would let us just sit and visit with them for 10 min, they could then feel the spirit working in them and leave them desiring more.
Damian is getting Baptized on May 1!! Damian the Agnostic, that had no belief in God and knew nothing of his Savior Jesus Christ. Yesterday after church we had a lesson about the gospel and invited him boldly to follow the example of Jesus Christ and be baptized by someone holding the proper authority. He was nervous but couldn't stop smiling. I couldn't stop smiling! What an amazing person he is.
I'm so sorry this is getting a bit long but I love you all and I testify of the living reality of our Savior Jesus Christ, that he is the way, the truth and the light and no one will be entering back into our heavenly fathers presence without following his son. Without taking the necessary steps, keeping his commandments, and enduring to the end. I love you! Write me!